Over the last week, I have had my world turned upside down. I have walked away from the place I hoped to build a home. Instead of understanding there is a systematic failure of honour, the problem is being discussed in terms of one incident.
I have been kicked in the teeth by someone I considered a friend because she didn't want to accept the consequences of a bad decision, blaming me for the fact she was punished instead of learning the lesson offered by her owner. This has put in question an opportunity I hoped would fulfil my love of teaching.
Things go in cycles, but I really wish this particular cycle would shift to whatever comes next. Hopefully 'next' will be cleaner, clearer, honourable and a little logic in amongst the mix would be nice too.
Yes, I'm whining *shrugs
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